tursday

still meditating and praying at this quiet corner of this garden! praying my mother finally wake up and realize how fuckin messy she is, and start cleaning her fuckin mess, and throw away most of the shit she collected, and cannot throw away!!

been almost 1 month since the job fair, and fuckin nothing!! no fuckin calls!! mahalo cuzin maile h, and mike for the buzzzzzzzzzz! needed that! now can listen to the music! time to 420!!